So I think Ryan does like me...he certainly does show it. He just doesn't talk a lot...but he said he feels comfortable with me without having to talk a lot. I guess that's how he is. It makes me feel more comfortable knowing i'm not being judged for not talking so much...because i'm quiet too. He's lucky he's cute...tall... mature.. and other things... :) And...Josh went on a date last night. I haven't heard from him since...although it is only 7 AM. If nothing else at least he is distracted. I hope he finds someone. I know its quite a loss for me..but we continued to break up for a reason. A great smile and fun personality ...and how he loves me...sometimes doesn't make up for the fact that I just can't respect him anymore. That's a big one.
I'm not sure what to eat for breakfast. All of the cereals we have have too many weight watchers points. Eggs have no fiber and thus, lots of weight watchers points. I just want food food...screw breakfast. But still too many points. Its hard to control my eating when I have work... not that I eat a lot at work but I definitely feel like eating everything in the house after work. Just so tired and hungry. Not sure what to do about that. And FYI, I work at a bakery. But I don't eat the product...thank god I'm not a huge sweet fan. If it was a pizza place i'd be fucked. mmmmmmmm....pizzza...
Ugh Ryan. He is so cute. And so sexy. Did I mention he can sing? REALLY well. And I can't sing... I bet he sang with his last gf. See these are the thoughts that make girls go nuts. Just...chill.
heyy quit comparing yourself to his ex gf... he likes you, hes interested in you thats all that matters - definitely not the past. my bf compares himself to my exes alot and i always try to reassure him, but dont beat yourself up about it - if they were that great he would be with them now,but hes not cos its you he wants :) remember that <3
ReplyDeleteoh and is that ryan - my oh my ;) good luck with weightwatchers <3 xx
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